Piece together the fragments of your thoughts.
Group them in relation to the spectrum
and spread them out on the coffee table.
some lavender and
so they look good enough to settle in and seep
I’ll take one look
and one swipe of my hand
and make a collage out of the puzzle pieces
you bent and snipped and burned to fit
into your idea of Truth
and it will be more beautiful than any song you ever sang –
and that will make you run from it.
And you’ll come back kicking
and I will hear you
but I won’t listen.
Should I have added cinnamon to make it easier to digest?
Tramadol to deny?
You see, I do things my own way
and I’d appreciate
if you’d shut the fuck up
and let me hear my own thoughts
because they sing more sweetly than your mental cacophony.
I’ve seen more corners of the Earth than you thought possible.
No, it’s not round;
In fact, it morphs
and sometimes into the shape of a gun with your finger on the trigger
but never long enough for you to shoot,
for me to change my point of view
and run for my life.
Then it morphs again
and my finger’s on the trigger
but I drop the gun
and let you choose
So, I go my own way,
walk on my eyelashes
or swim through the sand
or gather up roses
and grab onto the thorns,
dig through an earthquake
and I’ll probably fall over
but let me.
I don’t want to be saved.
Because the Earth morphs
and becomes an electromagnetic platform
onto which my feet are drawn,
soles bound still to its core.
I don’t really know in which sense I meant
but maybe that’s the reason they’re spoken the same.
our souls lie in our feet
and that is why they’re so easily soiled
and just as easily washed.
All I know is life is a choice I make every day,
a chance embraced each time I open my lungs to breathe
but I didn’t put the air in my lungs –
I just chose to keep breathing.
Have you ever thought about how we keep breathing the same air through different sets of lungs but all the air we’re breathing has been breathed before?
And it never seems to run out?
it’s the love of our lungs for the air that keeps it around?
Have you ever thought about how we write different things down,
abstract or real,
but we never run out of words?
it’s the love of our souls for the truth that keeps
we’re all holding the same pen?
Have you ever started writing and taken a pause to breathe and forgotten where you were?
And you look around and everyone is carrying umbrellas
but you can’t feel the rain?
And then you realize you were just listening to “Dark Side of the Moon” on repeat for three hours
and the pen is still in your hand
and your feet
are still on the ground?